Sincerity of Love

Ditiap relung masih tersisip jelas bayanganmu..
Kerinduan menyapa dengan sejuta pancaran nirwana…
Bahasa lidah berisyarat mengaharap kehadiranmu..
menjadi sebuah pelabuhan saat hatiku tak menemukan dermaga….

namun….
sebisa diriku menguatkan hati…
tuk menahan asa yang tak mungkin terwujud…
saat menyaksikan bayang itu tlah menghilang di pekatnya malam…

walau harus aku teteskan…
bening air mata yang berkaca-kaca…
mengalir membasuh wajahku yang layu….
hingga menyentuh bibirku…
tapi aku tetap tersenyum untukmu…dan berkata “pergilah kau tuk slamanya”.

Friend of Mine

“Ia mengetuk,bukan dengan suara,tapi hati yang terbuka
kalam bukan impian,meski bagi jiwa yang kesepian
pada siapa kan kaucari jawab,sedang kosong ini tak ada isi
sejauh apapun langkah yang kau tempuh,
sekuat apapun kau mengeluh,
Ia akan slalu tersenyum,dan menghapus semua peluh

Tentangmu

Baru saja kutulis namamu
Belum habis semua rasa bahagia kutuang
Haruskah kini kutuliskan tentang lara,
tentang kesendirian yang tak kutau akhirnya ?

Ku tau kau takkan pernah menjawabnya
Sebab kau pergi saat ku masih ternganga
Terbuai segala pesona rasa jatuh cinta
Haruskah kurobek semua seolah tak pernah ada ?

supposing

seandainya ada yang lebih indah dari cintaku padamu

itu adalah cintamu padaku

seandainya sekejap bersamamu lahir berjuta makna rasa

seandainya ada yang lebih bermakna dari mimpiku,

mungkin hanya bersamamu

seandainya ada yang lebih manis dari luka yang kau torehkan,

mungkin itu adalah uluran kasihmu

seandainya bukan hanya seandainya kau betul- betul ada disampingku…

EMOTION CAN TAKING ME OVER

It's over and done
But the heartache lives on inside
And who is the one you're clinging to
Instead of me tonight

And where are you now
Now that I need you
Tears on my pillow
Wherever you go, go
I'll cry me a river
That leads to your ocean
You'll never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart

It's just emotions, taking me over
Caught up in sorrow, lost in the song
But if you don't come back, come home to me darling
Don't you know, there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight
Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight

I'm there at your side
A part of all the things you are
But you have a part of someone else
You gotta go find your shining star

Love this song very much..
Emotion by Destiny's Child

awake to...

why we put this at rest
why we forget to

say that we were leaving
say that we were sorry

the past remains unspoken
as this vacant night is dying

but i still miss u'r summer perfume
this cold air brings such as distance to us
such a painful distance

I'm still waiting for you to say you hate me now
so i don't have to hold on to this burning heart

head down to hide the tears,i've realized
i've finally realized that u were never meant to me

Open

*Now my mind is an open book

*Now my heart is an open wound

*Now my life is an open soul


*For all to see*

Unhappiness

*sad

*lonely

*broken

*Now my eyes dim with tears*

Lonely...

Lost and broken
hopeless and lonely
smiling on the outside
but hurt beneath my skin
my eyes are fading
my soul is bleeding
i'll try to make it seem ok but my faith is wearing thin

so help me heal these wounds
they've been open for way to long
help me fill this soul
even though this is not your fault

that i'm open
and i'm bleeding
all over you brand new rug
and i need someone to help me sew them up

so help me heal these wounds...
and save my life from invisible heart attack...

Fallen...

Fallen Angel Deep within this soul, A fallen angel appears, She is tormented daily, burned and hated by the truth of life, and struggles under the pain of it all, It screams in the darkness, searching out for that something, trying to keep its head out of the water, but no-one is there to rescue her before she drowns, The angel holds on for life itself, never understanding why, life is so precious, when your'e wanting to die, All because of the life she leads, this fallen angel stirs, in its lonely heart, it slowly withers and dies, Deep within this soul a fallen angel wanders, in and out of existance, Alone. Tired. And cold.

Lost and Found

This island has become
An ocean and my boat's too small
The waves are crashing in
And I can't save this sinking ship

I sent out signal flares
But no one out there seems to care
Now the voice inside my head
Is the only thing that I have left

This is the part where I'll admit
I'm getting what I deserve

And now I'm lost at sea
I'm drowning in what I won't be
I'm haunted by the sound
Sweet sound of my last breath

Twenty days at sea
My skin is blistered from the heat
I can beg and I can plead
But what I get is never what I need

The Ground Folds

Just throw it back, for one more night
On a starlit and moon-struck night
The ground did fold and eat us both
But all my love, I did devote

Beneath the rafters the angels sing
Spinning violence and playing with my heart

I wrote, for you to see
And my heart it now breaks
And the blood spilled down your spine

Lost inside another crash
The bones I had, turned into ash
The world did cry, the night you died
And I am no good at suicide

And I lost what was mine, and I want what was mine

My heart now it always breaks, the blood did drip and I did take
Another wish, another kiss, no more will for me to kill
We'd run away in our dismay, but please, come back to me